Surviving Another Night

Sementara Ammar masih kecik ni, aku boleh la buat macam benda-benda tanpa dia nak ‘join’ (i.e rebut barang) sama. Aku boleh lagi bukak laptop, ambil gambar, guna handfon tanpa dia nak grab all those things. I know it wont be long until that.

So, this morning after a not-so-warm bath, aku ajak Ammar posing-posing. Seronok sangat, tengok dia attracted kat lampu speedlite yang berkelip2 bila aku nak snap gambar. Automatik nampak macam dia posing, padahal dia syok tengok lampu tu.

Ammar ni suka buat muka (aku rasa baby lain pun sama). Dia suka muncungkan mulut dia - tak tahu apa maksudnya. Dia suka buat muka bersalah, kami panggil “Guilty as charged” - maknanya dia pee or pooped. Dia suka senyum, senyum sesorang, senyum kat mama dan abah. Dia suka jelir lidah dan juihkan bibir dia bila nak minum…

Honestly, he melts my heart (jiwang mode) every time. And I love him more everyday.

As some of you might know, I don’t have a car rite now, which is so unfortunate. It kinda suck for a ‘driving-junkie’ like me, who likes to drive without destination- just enjoying the view of city life esp. at night. My car has long been ’sold’ to my SIL for some reason. So, now I only tumpang2 my hubby’s car which is not a problem, since I have not finished my pantang yet, so no need to drive right? Only few days to go, yay! And for that I need my driving license renewed, since hari bersalin last year fell on the day I should renew my license. Must not forget to ask hubby to renew it by the end of next week.

So that after I finished my pantang, I hope I will have the clearance to go jalan-jalan more with Ammar, using Abah’s car of course! Unless Abah’s buying me a new car. Ngahahahaha!

Actually, I prefer living like ‘kings’ to making new commitments (loans, mortgage). I’d love to makan sedap2, traveling and roadtripping rather than having a new car on loan. So, I dont mind pinjam-pinjam his car at least for a year that I’m on leave!

Update on Ammar (pics only)

Ammar 1 week ++ (quite bony rite?)

Ammar 5 weeks ++ (tembam kan?, Alhamdulillah…)

Update on Mama Ammar

Mama Ammar discovered a painful lump at her stomach and freaked out real bad, (sampai nangis2). She went to see Dr. K this morning to check on it, but Dr. could not confirm what it is. All he said - It’s an unusual case since the lump is subcutaneous (under the skin, not in the muscle, or the ovary), possibly ‘lendir’. Dr. gave Mama Ammar some meds and hope it will go away. Dr. K will follow up on that during Ammar’s PNC next week. Keeping her finger’s crossed!

Today’s jalan-jalan was at Subang Parade. I need to replenish my supplementary and vitamins and need to cuci mata some more. Ammar, was so contented lying in his car seat, not even let out a little cry.

Minum2 at this ‘bar’

My vitamins

Again, for the ultimate experience of bfeeding!

Bought this book. Actually I already have a babycare book. Just need another one from another author and I love buying books so much!

The face of my good boy. Tak meragam dah hari ni.